Thinking Through Calvinism

A man and a woman married. They bought a small Cape Cod house in the suburbs, an older structure but functional and aesthetically pleasing.

House with partially open garage door, revealing opening in back of garage to another worldOne day, the garage door malfunctioned; a spring had broken. The wife, who worked from home, arranged for the repair.

Several days later, the husband returned from work to find the garage door repaired. He was quite pleased, and told his wife so. That made her happy, as the repairman had suggested performing other household repairs. Having done such a fine job on the garage door, the man readily agreed.

As time went on and items around the house were fixed, the man sensed a growing distance between him and his wife. Slowly it seemed their relationship was breaking down. He did not know why.

One day, he discovered his wife had engaged in an affair with the strapping, tall repairman. This shattered the husband’s trust and broke his heart. He could not remain in such a relationship.

The wife, realizing what she had lost, ended the affair and begged the husband for a second chance. “Let’s start over,” she said.

Yet the husband refused; not because he didn’t want to be with her, but because he could no longer trust her with his heart. He could have easily taken her back, and he did indeed ponder such, but every time he did his own heart felt empty.

The wife, frustrated with the husband’s refusal to take her back, said to him in exasperation, “What must I do to earn your grace?”

“You can’t earn grace. There is only one way that can make my heart whole again to where I can give it meaningfully. You have to turn away from what you did, completely, by asking for forgiveness. When you choose me, really choose me with all of your heart and all of your soul, only then will it matter to me. Otherwise, if I took you back, where is the meaning? Where is the love?”

I have been more intentional with trying to understand Calvinism recently. This story, from a dream I had, may not be a perfect analogy to it; obviously human marriage and God’s relationship with us are very different. The dream illustrates my struggle with the genuineness of choice. Specifically, the dream was not just about repentance but the relational aspect behind it. Love matters because it is freely given.

How does that relate to Calvinism? Calvinism, at least in how I understand it today, states that we do choose Him. The question, though, is what makes that choice possible, and whether it could have been otherwise.  At the risk of possibly oversimplifying Calvinism, it is a theological framework devised by people trying to understand an aspect of the character of God we struggle with. If God is sovereign and omniscient, knowing in advance all who are saved, how can free will enter into this? If we are predestined to be saved or not, what difference do our choices make in our salvation? If God irresistibly causes the change of heart that leads to repenting, how is the choice truly free, if there is no possibility of choosing otherwise?

Yet isn’t it the choice to repent part of what gives the relationship meaning? Why can’t God be sovereign and permit free will with responsibility for choices made at the same time? Perhaps permitting that freedom is itself an expression of His sovereignty. Perhaps He designed us with freedom to choose because He desires a relationship bound by genuine love, not a contract or by decree.

I think there is danger in trying to define God’s character with our language and concepts. There are some things we are not designed to understand, but know enough to question. Consider an infinite, three-dimensional universe, where you travel in a straight line, forever. How can one wrap their mind around that?

We see shadows of elements of eternity and God’s realm without being able to comprehend it. A favorite example of an analogy is a being that lives solely in two dimensions, length and width, no depth. Put a piece of paper (the two-dimensional creature’s universe) under a light and position your hand between the light and the paper. The two-dimensional creature sees a shadow but cannot comprehend the three dimensions of the full hand.

That’s where I’ve landed currently in my Calvinism investigation. There are some things about the character of God that I cannot understand, that I must accept in faith.

There is great comfort and faith in accepting God is sovereign and we are not, that His ways are not ours, as written in Romans 11:33-34 (NASB):

Oh, the depth of the riches, both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments and unfathomable His ways! For who has known the mind of the Lord, or who became His counselor?

I have come to believe He gave us free will so we can truly love Him; that love given in true choice has meaning that compelled love does not. We may not be able to understand the mechanics, but He graciously has given us the capability to understand love.

You Shall Not Make For Yourself an Idol or Worship or Serve One

Recently I’ve felt compelled to write about the Ten Commandments. I’m not sure exactly why. I have been focused on the second and fifth especially recently, but I think part of the reason is simply to put forth my current view and interpretation before I begin my MA in Biblical Studies program in early 2027.

Let’s dive into the second commandment.

You Shall Not Make For Yourself an Idol or Worship or Serve One

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When I think of idols, images of golden statues, reminiscent of the golden calf in Exodus, totem poles, and Buddha statues fill my mind. All of these are objects used in some way in worship. It’s pretty obvious this commandment applies to these kinds of things. Aaron learned that the hard way.

The Second Commandment speaks directly about making and worshiping idols. But the rest of Scripture makes clear that idolatry reaches far beyond carved images.

Over the years I’ve come to appreciate just how broad idolatry can become. An idol can be anything that begins to receive the devotion, trust, dependence, identity, or priority that rightly belongs to God.

That means almost anything can become an idol: sports teams, exercise, work, hobbies, money, even alcohol.

I’ve written before about why I stopped drinking alcohol over three years ago. One of the things I eventually realized was that drinking was taking me away from a relationship with God. I could rationalize drinking because alcohol itself is not an idol to everyone. I didn’t realize, though, that it had become one for me. I turned to alcohol to decompress under stress when I should have turned to God.

That’s an idol.

I was an active private pilot for a season in my life. I owned a Cessna 172 that was almost as old as I was for close to a decade. Often I would opt to fly Sunday mornings because of favorable weather. It was difficult to fly during the week because of work, and if Saturday weather was not favorable, then Sunday remained the only day to fly. Since mornings were usually the best time of day to fly, especially in the summer before convective heating created mild bumps and sometimes thunderstorms, I often chose flying over church.

That’s an idol.

Some weekends, Saturday night services conflicted with a desired college football game, and Sunday services could interfere with getting settled in for football. Often it became easier to sleep in, read the Sunday paper (remember those?), and ease into a day of Sunday football rather than rush to get showered and dressed in the morning, drive 45 minutes to our church, then get home barely in time for kickoff.

That’s an idol.

Even things that appear healthy can become idols. Working out is good. Taking care of the body God has given us is good. But even there, motivation matters. Are we caring for our bodies responsibly, or has appearance, performance, or vanity become central to our identity?

There’s nothing inherently wrong with drinking alcohol, pursuing hobbies, following sports, or exercising. You can’t automatically identify an object or activity as an idol. The question is what place it occupies in your life. If it begins to receive the devotion, dependence, or priority that belongs to God, it has become something more.

Idols in Scripture could represent false gods, or even become an improper attempt to represent and approach the true God. The golden calf itself is a fascinating example. After the calf was made, Aaron proclaimed, “Tomorrow shall be a feast to the LORD.” At the very least, Aaron’s declaration suggests they were not simply forgetting Yahweh altogether. They were attempting to incorporate the calf into worship that Aaron associated with the LORD, something God had expressly forbidden.

That makes the Second Commandment more challenging than simply saying, “Don’t worship statues.”

I think it’s easy for us as Christians to read the Second Commandment and stop at its most obvious meaning: don’t bow before a carved image.

But idolatry can be much more subtle and much more personal.

That leads to a remarkable truth, and part of what I mean when I sometimes say I’m “not really religious.” Christianity is not ultimately about performing religious rituals or checking boxes. At its center is reconciliation and relationship with God.

We enjoyed unbroken fellowship with God in Eden and lost it in the Fall. From Genesis 3 onward, Scripture tells the story of God’s work to redeem and restore what sin shattered, ultimately through Christ.

The Second Commandment protects that relationship by warning us not to replace God, distort Him, or give to something created the devotion that belongs to the Creator.

God calls us to Himself. He does not desire divided allegiance. He calls us to turn toward Him, trust Him, and receive what He offers. I believe we are genuinely able to respond to that call, and genuinely able to reject it.

And that means the question of idolatry is not ancient history. It is personal.

What gets my time, attention, devotion, and loyalty?

What, if anything, am I allowing to stand between God and me?

Once we begin to see the Bible not simply as a collection of ancient books and stories, but as the story of creation, rebellion, redemption, and restoration, something changes.

This isn’t merely the story of Israel, or of people who lived thousands of years ago.

It is us.

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You Shall Have No Other Gods Before Me

Recently I’ve felt compelled to write about the Ten Commandments. I’m not sure exactly why. I have been focused on the second and fifth especially recently, but I think part of the reason is simply to put forth my current view and interpretation before I begin my MA in Biblical Studies program in early 2027.

With that short preamble, let’s dive into the first.

You shall have no other gods before Me.

When Moses received the Ten Commandments from God, the Israelites had just been delivered from slavery in Egypt and were being formed into a covenant nation. They were also surrounded by cultures that worshiped many gods and often attributed natural events, military victories, prosperity, calamity, and other aspects of life to the actions or desires of those gods.

The God of Abraham, the One True God, the I AM, made clear that this was not acceptable. He was not simply to be first among many gods. He alone was to be worshiped.

Throughout the Bible, God shows Himself as a loving yet just God. Many seem to focus heavily on the loving part while diminishing, if not outwardly ignoring, the just attribute. Scripture also describes God as jealous, though I don’t think that word carries quite the same connotation as jealousy among humans. God’s jealousy is not rooted in insecurity or envy. Rather, He requires the worship, loyalty, and devotion that rightfully belong to Him alone.

To me, that is the heart of the First Commandment: seek God, worship God, and place no other god alongside Him. And those competing gods need not necessarily have names or statues.

In today’s world, I think this also means that the idea that all religions ultimately lead to the same God is incompatible with the First Commandment from a Christian perspective.

The First Commandment seems to leave little room for the idea that God is simply one valid option among many. If He is truly the One True God, then He alone is worthy of worship.

That is my primary takeaway from the First Commandment.

What’s yours? I welcome comments below.

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The Daily Bible Wrap Up Podcast

I’m in year two of the Bible wrap up podcast, originally titled The Weekly Bible Wrap Up. I moved to the daily format this spring because of reasons I describe in the linked trailer; basically it made sense from practicality and spiritual angles.

In 2020, a few months into the COVID pandemic, I began to write down my thoughts from the daily Bible readings. I had followed a “read the Bible in a year” plan for several years, and this next step helped me to understand and retain more of what I was reading, as well as aiding in applying Biblical principles in today’s world.

In 2022, I thought that perhaps by sharing my notes, I could help others in two ways: first, perhaps my insights could help someone understand and/or follow the books, and second for those trying to read along in a year, it could help them “catch up” if they found themselves falling behind. Many who do start a year Bible reading plan don’t finish because they miss a few days which quickly becomes overwhelming to catch up.

Every year I choose a different plan and translation to follow. This year I am following the Nickey Gumbel Bible in a Year 2023 plan at www.bible.com/reading-plans/34130-bioy23en.

I share my insights from my notes on each reading, sometimes connecting to contemporary culture. If I am confused by a section, I am quite transparent about it! My notes help me to understand the Bible, and my hope is perhaps these short daily episodes can help others with their understanding as well.

Daily video episodes drop at 7:15 AM on Twitter @BibleWrapUp and @SecondChancePu1, YouTube at @dailybiblewrapup, and Spotify at https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/daily-bible-wrap-up. Audio versions available on all major podcast platforms (Spotify, iTunes, etc.)

This has been and continues to be a very rewarding experience for me, and my hope is that you find value with it as well.

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Following God’s Command

Earlier this year I announced the launch of the Weekly Bible Wrap Up podcast, where I go over the previous week’s Bible readings following a one-year Bible reading plan. I wasn’t sure of my “why” for doing it, only that I got the message that God wanted me to do it. When God asks, the best response is “Yes”!

I had no expectations, only to follow what I was commanded to do. Thus, every week, usually on time but occasionally a day (or as in this week, three days) late, I basically read my notes from the readings. I am sure I miss the mark sometimes, and sometimes I am lost to the meaning of some verses. Reading King James doesn’t help the matter either. But I plug on. Here are a few lessons I have learned along the way:

  1. This is an exercise in faithfulness.
  2. Because of number 1, listener count is not a goal.
  3. However, for each listener I feel a sense of responsibility to continue.
  4. I have felt like quitting many times, but see numbers 1 and 3.
  5. Using Anchor by Spotify and my phone makes production easy.
  6. I have become a more intentional Bible reader.
  7. Because of number 6, I understand the Bible more.

Today I also had an epiphany. As I stated on the episode I recorded a few hours ago, I occasionally revisit my pain from my failed first marriage. Even though that happened 30 years ago, the pain never fades; I just learn to deal with it by submerging it in my being. But somewhat like the Vulcans and the imbalance caused by Ponn-Far, it seems that I periodically need to revisit that pain intensely to purge it. It reminds me of a saying from my college years – “you need to go crazy some of the time, otherwise you’ll go crazy all of the time”. Last night I intentionally revisited that pain, though I didn’t know why, only that I have the feeing that God leads me to a message or revelation when this happens.

I found the why this morning. I had to catch up on two days of readings before recording, which meant beginning Hosea. There I was reminded of the premise of God comparing His relationship with Israel to Hosea’s with his unfaithful wife Gomer, and therefore the reason last night of revisiting my pain. By doing so, I more acutely understood, even felt God’s pain with Israel’s unfaithfulness through Hosea.

Experiences like that continue to teach me to seek and follow God’s plan for me, not just long term but this day, this hour, and this minute. I hope you too constantly look for God’s plan for your life, and don’t save those thoughts only for Sunday.

Christian Bible = Fiction?

Today I received a response to a tweet, a snippet of a review of my Christian novel Leaving Darkness – “This is a very nice book of Christian fiction.” The response: “Christian Bible = fiction.” aaron-burden-113284-unsplash

My first reaction was “is that really necessary” but then I realized the opportunity to discuss something I’ve been wanting to address for some time.

I have found that many non-believers require evidence of the truth of the Bible first if they will accept it as God’s word. I get that. I’m a science nerd, grew up big on astronomy, and hold a BS in Mechanical Engineering and a MS in Information Systems Project Management. Postulate theory, then prove said theory to establish fact – the scientific method.

Some may argue that the Bible has passed analysis in many disciplines. A few examples off the top of my head include the discovery of archaeological finds in the Middle East, the Shroud of Turin, the Crown of Thorns (recently in the news because of the Notre Dame fire).  Others may argue the opposite – the archaeological findings only show that historically there may have been a man named Jesus of Nazareth, the Shroud of Turin has been carbon-dated to the middle ages, the Crown of Thorns came out of nowhere hundreds of years after the Crucifixion – valid, well-thought out arguments to disprove the Bible.

Here’s the issue as I see it though – you cannot, and will never find conclusive proof if you begin on the foundation of “prove it to me.” From John 20:29: “29 Then Jesus told him, “Because you have seen me, you have believed;blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” Yes, John goes on to note that Jesus performed many other miracles as “proof”: “30 Jesus performed many other signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not recorded in this book. 31 But these are written that you may believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name.” However, that returns to the circular argument that if you do not believe the Bible is truth, then you won’t believe what John wrote about those signs Jesus performed as proof.

The bottom line as I see it: you first need faith, then you shall find proof, not the other way around. If you begin to read the Bible to find proof first, you won’t. But if you approach the Bible with an open mind and heart that the truth may lay within, you will. For me, as I’ve grown in faith, I see tangible proof of the truth of the Bible daily.

Now, I’m not going to profess I understand all of the Bible – I don’t. Jonah in the belly of the whale? Hard to swallow (pun intended). Talking donkey? Pretty difficult to accept based on scientific knowledge alone. That’s where faith helps to augment – not replace – lack of understanding. An interesting observation though is the stronger my faith becomes, the more I see the proof that skeptics seek but cannot see.

I respect and understand the view of the responder to my tweet and appreciate the opportunity to expand on my faith. I also welcome respectful responses to this post. What do you think? Does beginning with a walk of faith and an open heart lead to conviction of biblical truths, or does the The Christian Bible = fiction?

NIV Bible quotes from https://www.biblegateway.com/

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Today is the Day!

This is the day the Lord has made;
We will rejoice and be glad in it.

Psalm 118:24 New King James Version (NKJV)

Today is the day! It is the day the Lord has made! We only have today – yesterday has passed and tomorrow has not yet come. Embrace today!

This is one of my favorite snippets of scripture. The abundance conveyed in sixteen words is incredible. For within directs both our gift and our purpose for all of our lives, because our life is a long string of individual days.IMG_7520.jpeg

Human nature is to fail. We are not perfect, and never can be. Yet our sins must never distract our focus on serving the Lord every day as a gift to Him for providing the day for us. Mistakes and bad decisions are forgiven therefore we shouldn’t dwell on them. We should rejoice!

The pre-sunrise early morning speaks of the promise of the day. Everything is new and fresh. We have not yet addressed the stresses of the workday. I am guilty of often jumping from bed to shower to car to work without stopping to give thanks for this day and to promise that I will utilize the talents also gifted to me to serve. That’s a primary reason why I tweet the #8AMPrayer every workday, to remind myself not to forget my purpose here.

Obviously, that extends to writing. I recently read a tweet that promoted the idea that fiction should entertain and not contain a message or a lesson. That seems like a waste of a great opportunity – why not strive for both? The written word is a powerful influencer, a tool a gift from God. For me, I choose to offer it back as a gift in my writing, be it an 80,000 word novel, a 10,000 word novelette, or a 140 (or 280 now) character tweet.

I stated this before – a Christian fiction writer has a responsibility to advance His kingdom. That goes beyond entertaining. Today is the day He has made – I rejoice in the opportunity to help others through writing this day!

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